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I... I... I got TWO amazing things today (I love our postal service!).
It's even symbolic they got on the same day!

My Arashi T-shirt (okay, M is not quite my size, it's like double my size, but I couldn't care less) with the image of them I chose printed on it. With the five of them smiling. With Nino in a yellow sleeveless jacket. (=3) You know, all this should be in Caps Lock.
And Kocchie's letter. Yes.

As to add something good - I've had my singing class today and... It was fantastic! I finally FEEL how to sing.

Just. Happiest day ever. ^^^

Hey!
People, anyone remembers me at all here?)))
I just wanted to say that I'm willing to go to the Manga Fair they're organizing this year in L'Hospitalet de Llobregat, which will take place from 29th November to 1st October.
I just think that it will be great. ^^ And I really-really-really want to go! I hope I'll manage to... I mean... I've never driven to Barcelona by car all by myself (not to mention it would take HOURS till I get there)... So maybe I'll just go by bus, yeah. ^^

Aaaand, just for the record: I haven't disappeared, if there was anyone at all who was wondering.))) You can even PM me here, I'm quite available!
And I became a Mikaholic in these past few days.

It's been days, if not weeks, since I posted anything here, but my love for Nino is not a storm anymore, it's more like a tsunami, I'd say. (Just imagine it's all in CAPS LOCK, I am trying to look calm, trying to!)
My mind is in making avatars with Nino, <i>more</i> avatars with Nino, putting them everywhere I can, even on my school's website.
I want a Nino T-shirt. Seriously! (apart from all the other T'shirts and other clothes I want)
Aaaaaah, why, why iiiis it like thiiis? I mean, he even isn't aware of what he makes some girls around the world feel!!!
Ninoo, don't you ever change.
ADSFLHAWELIFJHLDKJFALKDJFAILOVEYOUUU!!

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Now playing: Vienna Teng - Shasta
via FoxyTunes   

OMAHGUUUD!!! I MEAN, IT'S THEIR BIRTHDAY AND I DIDN'T WRITE A THING YEEET!!! WHAT KIND OF A FAN AM I?????

Well, here it goes.

( Read on! )
With love,
Chai.

PS: oooh I just realized I don't have any avatar of the five them on it!!!

 It's a friend's BIRTHDAY today!

Kocchie, this goes two times, as it is my prerogative to write in English here, but I'll give you a Russian omedetou too xDD
Ne, ne, I'll give you a hint: SOMETHING will arrive at your home soon, and I guess it will be around... 23rd of this month. But I can't give guaranties!
I'm SOOO sorry I come up with no e-card, it's just my Photoshop decided that it won't open, and I wanted to draw something for you so baaad! But maybe I'll still make it in time and draw you a card on paper!
Anyway, moving on to the greetings:
You are AMAZING! Lately I'm writing letters only to you, and it feels like you're the only person who knows the most about me. So, umm, yeah, anata ga daaaaisuki. ^^
And the rest will be in Russian :D

Коччиии!!!!! Надеюсь, я тебя не сильно загрузила своим английским))
С днём рождения!!!
Мне хотелось бы позвонить тебе в дверь с тяжёлым тортом в руках и проорать на весь подъезд "хеей, otanjoubi omedetooooou!", но я сегодня воздержусь по определённым обстоятельствам.))  Но, развивая мысль, потом я бы вторглась в твою прихожую, бросила бы коробку с тортом на первую попавшуюся полку, потискала тебя, мы бы пищали и смеялись, а после этого ты отнесла бы торт на кухню, я пока разделась бы, и с заговорщическим видом тыкалась в мобильную клавиатуру...
Когда ты придёшь приглашать меня внутрь, вдруг вместо одной меня твоему взору откроется такая нехиленькая кучка людей, радостно улыбающихся и каждый будет в руках держать разноцветные свёртки, а над нами будет висеть радуга из пяти цветов. Ну и что, что бумажная и на палочках. Тогда ты, неверя своим глазам и разглядывая Тому, Марину и всех остальных, кааааак завизжишь!!! А мы подхватим и всей гурьбой проорём тебе то же "otanjoubi omedetou!!!!", только в сто тыщ раз сильнее, и стены твоего бедного дома еле выдержат, а у соседей снизу посыпется штукатурка с потолка.
Тогда мы радостно потопаем всей толпой в какую-нибудь комнату, кто-то деловито пойдёт ставить чайник на кухню, будем таскать на стол чашки, бросать на пол подушки и рассаживаться кто как хочет/может. Вскипит и засвистит чайник, в комнате погаснет свет и я внесу торт с изображением великолепной пятёрки и горящей цифрой "18" и все дружно запоют такую детскую "с днём рождения тебя!", а ты будешь сидеть и на всё это смотреть и превращаться в счастливую лужицу. Ты задуешь свечи, загадав желание, уверенная, что оно в этот раз точно исполнится, мы заставим тебя резать торт, и ты будешь осторожно стараться не располовинить чьё-нибудь лицо, а мы будем делить вожделённых японцев и просить тебя дать именно тот кусок, на котором "нос Джуна" или "плечи Ооно", хотя никто, естественно, не позарится на целёхонького Нино, он по праву твой.
А после поедания торта с чаем никто за себя не отвечает!!!
Вдруг я кааак запою что-то вроде Hadashi no Mirai и все дружно подхватят, пусть петь умеют не все, зато слова ни для кого не проблема!
Потом были бы игры и дурацкие танцы, имитирование деревянного Шо и фотографии с фирменным V(^____^).
Ты бы открывала по очереди подарки и угадывала, от кого что.)
И не удивляйся, когда мы заявим, что остаёмся ночевать, нам, между прочим, ехать далеко.

A noooo... I was just wondering...
Can anyone pleeeease pleeeease help me do a simple but handmade LJ design? I'm in a kinda desperate need of text-link-offtop-heading colors and stuff like backgrounds and headers.

Oh.My.GOD.
I mean, can you see it?
KYAAAAHMATSUMIYAGIVEMEBACKMYBRAINS!!!!!! <<< is how I feel.

( Here, here! )

I understand why everyone cries in the morning. But I can't cry. It's allways like this; when I'm in desperate need I don't cry. I feel this need throughout my body, and I hear them singing, and I feel them right inside me, RIGHT INSIDE, it's like my heart's singing and crying with love, but my eyes still remain dry.
Damn, Arashi, nobody's ever made me feel this way.
I love you with all my being.

Hello minna, I know I haven't made an entry since about a month ago, but I had my reasons.
But I come back with a great meme from Haru-chan who I love so so much ^^
And here it goes:

( Nanana )

Anyway. I think my Last.FM is too far from being ideal. After about ten or fifteen years it'll get a more general idea of the music I love.

You know what?

It AMAZES me everytime, but with every new song they release I feel like I LOVE them more and more, and hearing their old songs make me realise just how much they mean to me. They mean EVERYTHING. Hey there, ARASHI, you should be aware of what you do to your LOVERS (I can't call myself a fan anymore xD).

I can't just sit and do absolutely nothing on HIS birthday, でしょう? Because HE is an Arashi member, I mean, HE's one of the five guys I totally LOVE that make Arashi ARASHI, 嵐！！！ だから、this is why a birthday of their member is like a birthday of the world (I mean just that part of the world that knows Arashi ね~)
Well, I can go on like this forever)))
I hope SO much I'll manage to make the 26 avatars I intend to, although we all know he turned 17 again, like he does every year since he was... well, 17, I guess... Though japanese people don't look 17 when they actually are, but that's a complication I won't discuss right now. :D

So anyway, by now I've only done 2 avatars (that's pitiful, I know)
And enough of silly presentations, I just wanted to say

ニノくん！お誕生日　おめでとう！心から！


I'll update with the avatars later (I started to think I should actually make 17 :D)

I just wanted to say...
Actually.Nino.Is.The.Best.Actor.Ever.
I could add other actors, but at least TODAY he is for me.
I suppose you've seen Letters from Iwo Jima (if there's anyone at all reading this). So well, I've seen it between yesterday night and today's rides on the bus to Girona and back.
Anyone would be surprised to read something like "I've cried all along the ending scenes". I really did. Just couldn't help it. I was sitting there in the middle of the bus crying silently while watching the black little screen of my iPhone. All those letters. Those letters...
I should write something else or I'll burst to tears again.
But I can't stop thinking about Nino. Saigo. I just thought that if it wasn't Nino, maybe it wouldn't've had the same impact. Because I know him as Nino, so I couldn't avoid thinking it really was him there. It was really painful. His expressions of desperation when seeing a dead face. When talking about death so calmly, but I could sense the fear expanding from that tiny screen to my hands. When writing his letters... Hanako...
Oh Gooood, I just TT_______________TT
I looove him.
And overall, after I finished watching the movie, I just had to do something to stop crying or it would never happen. So it is great that I've got all that Arashi clips on my iPhone, always with me. The first one was obviously Fight Song. And then the other ones, and then I just listened to their songs. And calmed down.
But I know, I know that no one would have played that role the same way he did.

So yes, my life is slightly changing for the best, yesterday I went to the musical school in Sant Feliu so that I can start from September (I guess) - singing lessons! I get the feeling that it will be great. I hope so ^^

Yesterday I went to the library for my English hour, and my hour continued after the library - we went to a cafe with Sheldan and another woman, I just didn't ask her name. :-$ And we talked about lots and lots of things, in English, of coruse, and it was so amazing! Although that's exaclty when I realized my English has a long way to go to be something I won't be ashamed of. ><

But there's one thing bothering me and it is the fact that I'm strangely too lazy lately. I've got to write two letters and I haven't even started! ><"" I don't do any exercises, except from Thursdays when I have self-defence lessons. And there are lots of other things I should do! That's extremely awful! I should gather myself and start working on it!

It sure has been a long time since I made an entry here...
I'm just not very sure about what to write since I don't even know whether anyone's somehow interested.
But I should try and write about something...

For example, that my life is slowly beginning to change for the best and it all started at... the local library. That very moment I realised that <i>libraries do exist</i>. And now I go there every Monday to the "English hour". It's funny because we've got our... errr...  wouldn't call her a teacher... well, she's from the UK and has that great accent which is a bit hard to understand sometimes, and on the other hand there's Sheldan from the US so you can hear the difference pretty clearly and it's amazing. ^^ I really enjoy going there. So now I started to love Mondays as well.

The other rather interesting thing is that we decided to draw a calendar with my sister and started right from June. I did July and continued with November, so I have to do September yet.

Here's July:

November's not painted yet, but it'll be quite a hard challenge since it's all so watery and transparent and misty... ><"

So well, this is pretty much all, I think I'll update with my following months from the calendar.

Anoooo.... Per case does anyone know how can I make hardsubs from softsubs on my Mac? *///* Onegaishimasu!

KAT-TUN's Rescue PV was chotto.... ehem, how should I say... Well, I laughed out lod when they sang in English and it is one of the few times I disliked Akanishi totally, BUT Kame was sugoku great as a compensation neee~ And the other one I liked was Junnosuke (I guess, because I mada mada don't remember their names except Jin, Kame and Koki's haha).
Anyway I think it is a nice song. Though between the two new songs I heard lately (Tohoshinki's Survivor and KAT-TUN's Rescue) I prefer Survivor. ^^^^ And HELL YEAAH I prefer Hero rather than Kame ^^^

Well, apart from my japanese likes and dislikes there's something I did today that changed my mood completely: I painted my mirror frame and I'm meccha, meccha happy!

Go take a look at it and at my room ^^